Born. To. Be.
There's a version of you that's been waiting just below the surface…
A group programme to embody your true energy.
The next Cohort Starts in September 2026
When I first started out in business in 2018, I naturally tried to replicate what I saw others being successful with. I invested in every course and training that promised to finally make my business ‘skyrocket’
I now realise that I didn’t ‘fail’ because they didn’t work for me, I just wasn’t designed to work exactly like them.
Working deeply with my Human Design, Astrology and Numerology finally showed me how I could actually create the work that is my calling in a way that truly works for me.
Who this is for:
You're intelligent, driven, and deeply intuitive.
Your brain moves at the speed of light, connecting dots others can't even see.
You have more brilliant ideas before 9am than most people have in a month.
You may be neurodivergent and / or consider yourself a creative, non-linear thinker
You've built something meaningful, but it doesn't feel the 100% F**K YES you know you are capable of.
You're succeeding on paper, but this isn’t how you want to be operating for the foreseeable future
You've tried following the templates, the step-by-step systems, the "proven frameworks" - but they either give you the ick, feel draining, or just aren’t how you want to spend your time…
Plus you probably don’t even like following others people’s plans - your inner rebel craves autonomy and authentic expression
This programme isn't about adding more information to your already overwhelmed mind. It's about finally trusting what is already within you
That gap - between understanding something and actually embodying it - is where most self-development work leaves you stranded.
This is where COSMICOLOGY begins.
The Missing Foundation No One Talks About…
This takes intention and work - not simply someone saying “this is a safe space” or “just take messy action”
When your nervous system is in survival mode, you make decisions from fear. You overthink everything. You second-guess your intuition. You chase external validation because you can't trust your own knowing. You burn out because you're running on adrenaline instead of authentic power.
It can be subtle too - you think you have ‘worked through it’, but actually if you haven’t addressed the root cause, the fear will still sneak in and sabotage your progress.
This is why the templates don't work - you've been trying to build a business while your body believes it's under threat.
Of course nothing feels sustainable. Of course you're exhausted. Of course you keep looking for the next strategy, the next coach, the next solution. That’s exactly what I did for years.
After I went through a serious cancer diagnosis in 2022, it was like the veil had been lifted and I could suddenly see through all the bullshit advice and fancy Instagram posts.
At the most “unsafe” time in my life I finally appreciated the true value of inner safety as a foundation to everything else.
Essentially - success without safety is just being in a sophisticated survival mode. Not how you would chose to live for the rest of your life. Not sustainable.
In this programme, we start with teaching your body that it's safe to be powerful.
Safe to be seen.
Safe to take up space.
In YOUR unique way.
You can then build sustainable income from your authentic self.
You can reclaim your evenings from endless research spirals and hyper-focused doomscrolling.
Finally DELETE all those bookmarks, files and paperwork and open tabs ‘saved for later’.
Here's the uncomfortable truth that it took me a while to work out:
You cannot build sustainable success from an unsafe nervous system.
Whilst it may work at first, it simply isn’t sustainable (or enjoyable) when you create in a way that drains you - it’s essentially a house built on quicksand.
What truly makes the difference is…
deep internal safety.
It doesn’t sound as sexy as ‘skyrocketing your business’ but it’s the essential foundation to building a life you love.
Embrace your true way of BEING to access the success and power you KNOW you are capable of…
Most business coaches promising to help you "scale to six figures" are essentially asking you to become more of what's already burning you out.
You've likely been trying to build success using the strategies designed for linear thinkers…
More visible. More assertive. More "on" all the time.
But if your nervous system isn’t truly on board, you will find yourself self-sabotaging, and convincing yourself “I’m just not cut out for this.”
You've been trying to force your intuitive, cyclical, feeling-based nature into linear, logical, masculine frameworks.
You've been trying to build a business while your body still believes that being powerful is dangerous. That standing out leads to rejection. That success makes you a target. That visibility equals vulnerability.
You can't think your way out of nervous system conditioning.
You can't strategy your way past trauma.
You can't manifest from a place of fundamental unsafety.
This is why everything else has been like rearranging deck chairs on the Titanic.
What We Actually Do Together
This is 6 months of the deepest, most profound work you’ll ever experience.
The Five Foundations
We work through five foundations - one per month and then a final month for extra integration time.
1 - Inner Safety
Creating internal safety through your cosmic blueprint. The key foundation and unique for everyone. We may work with placements like your Saturn, your Human Design environment, the Earth energy in your chart, and your Embodiment Number from Numerology.
2 - Connection to Self
Your relationship to yourself needs to be the best relationship in your life to create the success you want. How you speak to yourself and how you fulfil your personal needs. We may use insights from your Moon placement, soul number, and evolution path from Gene Keys. It’s about what genuinely lights you up. How to trust your own knowing again.
3 - Connection to Others
Your charts reveal how you're designed to communicate and connect authentically. No more performing. No more people-pleasing. Genuine connection from your actual self.
4 - Mission
Through your Chiron, North Node Unconscious Mars and other purpose indicators, we uncover what you're here to create. Not what you ‘think’ you should do. What your soul came here to build.
5 - Embodiment
Where everything lands in the body. The thread that weaves through everything else - the version of you that stops performing and starts transmitting.
Why You Don't Feel Safe
(And It's Not Your Fault)
If you were born in the 80s or 90s, you grew up in a perfect storm of messages designed to disconnect you from your inner knowing.
We were raised to be "good girls."
To be quiet, compliant, and accommodating - but this version of ‘good’ required constant adaptation.
Maybe you were the quiet daydreamer, doodling in the margins, reading ahead when the lesson was too slow. Or perhaps you were the chatty one, constantly interrupting with connections your brain was making at lightning speed.
Your teachers saw potential but missed the point.
"She's so bright, if only she'd apply herself." "Wonderfully creative but needs to focus more."
They loved your compliance or your energy - just not the way your mind actually worked.
You learned that your natural way of processing the world was somehow wrong.
That needing to move while thinking meant you weren't listening.
That making connections across subjects showed you weren't staying "on task."
That your intense interests were obsessions to be managed, not passions to be celebrated.
You became a master of masking
- whether that meant appearing calm while your mind raced, or toning down your natural intensity to avoid being "too much." You developed systems to look organised, engaged, and neurotypical, even when everything inside felt chaotic.
In the early 2000s, it was the era of perfectionism disguised as empowerment. You watched women starve themselves on reality TV while magazines told you to "have it all" - the perfect body, perfect career, perfect relationship. Success meant looking like you weren't trying while secretly obsessing over every detail.
Social media made it worse.
Suddenly your worth was measurable in likes and follows. Your life had to look curated and effortless. Vulnerability became a brand strategy. Authenticity became a marketing buzzword.
You learned that your value was external.
How you looked, what you achieved, what others thought of you. The idea that you might have inherent worth, that your body might know things your mind doesn't, that you might be powerful exactly as you are - these concepts were foreign.
No wonder you don't trust yourself.
You've been systematically trained not to.
Your nervous system learned that safety came from fitting in, not standing out.
Being what others needed, not who you actually are. And this conditioning runs so deep you barely notice it now - the breath you hold when you post something personal, the way you dim your energy in a room, the apology that comes before you take up space.
But your body remembers who you were before all of this, and your COSMICOLOGY charts hold the keys.
This is where you meet your natural energy like old forgotten friends. It's when you finally surface above the conditioning, expectations and ancestral trauma.
Six months of the deepest Soul-Level Upgrade work
Complete your Cosmic Baseline Assessment included within this programme so I can start mapping your reality against your charts (Worth £333)
75-minute 1:1 intake call and detailed chart report covering the key points from your Baseline Report (Worth £111)
6 month online group programme - access to the course portal covering trianings for the 5 foundations plus a month of extra integration support (Worth £999)
Monthly personal written report focusing on your placements for each of the 5 Foundations- includes suggested exercises and practices personalised to you (Worth £555)
Two Light Key videos with multidimensions tapping sequence - used together they rewire your limiting beliefs and create shifts at the root level. (Worth £222)
Monthly group Circle (75 minute video call) to explore and process what’s coming up (planned for a Wednesday 2pm UK time, but TBC) (Worth £444)
Group Telegram support Monday to Thursday
Monthly focus assignments tailored to where you are right now
£1,999 for six months
Payment plans available starting at £249/m
This Is For You If:
Your mind moves fast and makes connections others miss.
You've always known you think differently - diagnosed, self-identifying, or simply someone for whom the standard playbook has never once been useful.
You're spiritually awake and practically frustrated. You understand the deeper picture but can't figure out why it's not translating into your everyday reality.
You're in a season of transition, identity shift, rebuilding, recalibrating. Not casual curiosity. Something is actually shifting and you want support to move through it with intention.
You're done with surface-level insight
You are ready to embrace parts of yourself that may have been shut away for a long time
This Isn't For You If:
You want to be told what to do. I'm a guide, not a director - you stay sovereign throughout.
You're looking for quick results. This is deep, intentional work.
You haven't done any inner work before. This goes to depth. You need to be ready to meet what's there.
You want another quick fix or magic bullet
You're not willing to examine why you've been choosing strategies that don't suit you
You're still convinced the perfect system is out there somewhere
You don’t do some level of self-processing before sharing a total word vomit
I’ve been given many opportunities to alchemise pain into power…
I didn't start out as someone who understood internal safety. I was the poster child for external achievement.
In 2018, while working full-time in marketing for Microsoft, I launched a co-working business for female freelancers and founders with kids. By 2019, I'd gone all-in, quit the day job and was building multiple venues with a thriving membership of 70+ women.
On paper, everything was perfect - my Instagram following jumped from a few hundred to over 12k, the money was coming in, and I was the "successful female entrepreneur" everyone aspires to be.
Then March 2020 hit, and like everyone else, my world changed overnight.
I pivoted. I adapted. I retrained as a coach while home with my then two-year-old son, drawing on my psychology degree from 2005. By 2021, I'd relaunched with what looked like even more success - money coming in, clients queuing up, running my membership programme The Intuitive Business Academy.
But I was burning out - old corporate habits were running the show. The same push-through, show-up-no-matter-what, external-validation-seeking approach. I was successful and miserable. (Though at the time I didn’t consider myself a success because I wasn’t making £10k+ a month)
Then in July 2022, I was diagnosed with stage 3 bowel cancer.
Everything stopped. Surgery, chemotherapy, the complete dissolution of life as I knew it
But in that stopping, something extraordinary happened. I came back to myself. I slowed down for the first time since maternity leave, and this time I didn’t have a newborn to look after - my son was at school. I realised that what had been missing all along wasn't another strategy or framework or way to optimise my productivity.
It was internal safety.
During my healing, I returned to part-time marketing work in a Head of Marketing Role in 2023-2024. But this time was different. The people I worked with then felt like soul contracts - the final pieces required in my healing to recognise my own inner authority.
I stepped back into that world and saw how much I’d evolved. This was my season of deep inner work, shadow work, genuine healing. Not the kind you do in a weekend intensive, but the slow, patient work of teaching my nervous system that it was safe to be me.
In spring 2025, COSMICOLOGY was born.
It started with a course called Unscroll Your Life - and 111 people signed up in the two weeks it was live. The response told me everything I needed to know about how many women were seeking something different.
Now in 2026, COSMICOLOGY has grown into a full framework and business. But here's the difference: I'm building it from a place of internal safety, not external pressure.
I'm not sharing this journey to impress you with my resilience or my comeback story. I'm sharing it because you cannot give what you don't have. I cannot guide you back to your own internal safety if I haven't found mine first.
The work we do together isn't theoretical. It's not something I read about in a book or learned in a certification programme. It's the actual path I've walked from survival to sovereignty.
Apply for a spot in Born to Be - September Cohort
Fill in the application form below. We start 3rd week of September 2026. If you missed the bit about what’s included and what it costs, view that here.
I'll email you personally to arrange a Zoom conversation - not a sales call, a genuine exploration of your COSMICOLOGY profile and whether this is the right fit for both of us.
Should you wish to get a full report before you start to see how your COSMICOLOGY journey might unfold, you can also book a Cosmic Baseline Assessment separately as a first step here.
If you chose to join the full programme, I will deduct the Baseline investment from the programme fee.
If you prefer, you can complete your answers in this Google Doc rather than the pop up form below, and email to me (requires you to be signed in with a Google Account). Email lauren@cosmicology.space
TLDR: The Page In Brief
If like me you are a skim reader, here are the essentials
You're a non-linear thinker who's done ‘the work’ you thought you ‘should’ and are still hitting the same ceiling.
This is six months of personalised, chart-based support - using your astrology, Human Design and numerology as a practical map for where you actually are right now.
A customised group programme built around your specific wiring, your five foundations, and this exact season of your life.
We work through what's actually blocking you. Slowly. Deliberately. In a way that actually sticks.
What you get: Personal Cosmic Baseline Assessment. 75-minute intake call and detailed chart report. Six further group Circles, Access to the 5 Foundations Trainings. Custom Personal Monthly Report x6. Two Personal Light Keys and Tapping sequences. Monthly focus assignments.Telegram support Monday to Thursday.
Investment: £1,999 for six months (payment plans from £249/month)
Ready? Fill in the application form above and I'll be in touch personally.
The Power of These Modalities Combined
I’m a double Pisces (Sun & Moon) Manifesting Generator - I am designed to create something brand new by mixing up the existing. With Mercury in Pisces in the 3rd House, I’m a natural channel, alongside lots of Aries and Scorpio, I’m an activator, not a coach. I’m a Gift 11 in Numerology - step into my field with faith and you will feel the shift we can create together.
I created the APP approach which combines at it’s core:
Astrology - Psychology - Physiology
This includes:
Your astrology placements
Your Human Design
Your Gene Keys
Your Numerology
Your 7-year and 9-year cycles
Your transits
Embodiment activities
Multidimensional Energy work
Positive Psychology
Oracle cards representing your unique energy
Light keys - images channeled to activate your innate wisdom
Feedback
"My biggest afterthoughts are... I feel validated. Totally seen, heard and understood. It's reassuring and kind of soothing to know that I'm on the right path and to trust that even when it feels wobbly. I never fully embraced my spirituality because I felt like a bit of a fraud, having suppressed it all for most of my life. In the last few years I've been more open to receive and have felt so much more connected..so the insights you've provided have really struck a chord and made me really emotional (in a good way). The whole numerology piece was amazing as I've never had that read before - my mind is blown as this and how well it aligns with the other aspects of my HD / Astrology. I feel empowered by the knowledge and insights I now have."
Heather, Founder of The PAUSE Network®
"All the guidance that has come to me in the last year is almost stated word for word throughout the report you created. It is like everything is coming together at this moment to guide me forwards at this threshold point of menopause to refine my essence for the next part of my journey. Love it! Great clarity and peace around who I am and how I sift through any exterior noise and information in the coming months/years. Such a powerful and enlightening process, even at the same time as nothing really coming as a surprise. Lots of head nodding!”
Anna, Women’s Circle Facilitator
"Thank you Lauren for this offering! I was feeling very lost in my life after following my intuition to quit my corporate job and also knowing my Saturn return was coming up. It was really helpful to zoom out big picture, check out my blueprint from many perspectives -numerology, astrology, human design - and see my challenges as my strengths in training. Thank you thank you!
Solana, Data Analyst / in transition
"Thank you so much for this. The start of a new 12 year cycle you saw in my chart makes so much sense, everything I have been working on for the last two years is finally clear and I am confident and ready to start sharing how I can help people "
Sue - Menopause Doula